
My name is Henry Drummer and I don’t care about anything.
I’m twenty-one years old and I attend Wilkinson’s College. I don’t really have any hobbies and I’m not very social. My grades are pretty good and teachers seem to like me when I’m attending class but most of the time you can find me at home, playing videos and drinking. Unfortunately today I’m at school.
I’m majoring in Media Arts, whatever that means. People often ask me what that entails. Despite what I say I’m not even sure that I really care about what I do with that degree.
I got into Media Arts for the sake of changing the world. Unfortunately I seem to have reached a state of apathy. The more time passes by, the less I seem to care about anything. I’ve looked for answers in many different places. I’ve tried all types of lifestyles. Yet, nothing seems to satisfy the gaping hole inside me. I feel empty and frustrated, like nothing I do is ever enough and no matter how much I work, it’s all for nothing, despite this my grades relatively high.
“I’m going to hand your papers back now.” The teacher said. “There was only one A in the whole class.”
As usual I got the A, ninety-six percent.
Getting a high grade is one of the few things that help me continue forward with life. To know that somehow I’m better than others and therefore I’m not as useless as I feel half the time. That may seem childish or self-centered. However, this is all I know. I relish in the defeat of others in class and outside. More accurately I like to see people fail. There’s something about seeing someone who is popular and socially accepted face the fact that they are intellectually lacking. I’m used to being alone and others often think I’m weird because I’m so anti-social. So at least I know I stand out from them with my grades.
“So for next class, make sure you read all of chapter 4, not just part of it.” The teacher said.
That’s another thing I almost never read or take notes in class. At home I’m usually too busy playing video games and in class I’m usually doodling in my notes. I feel like my time would be better spent fighting off some wicked monster, armed with a sword and shield or adventuring in a far off land. That’s probably why video games appeal to me so much. So far this hasn’t hindered my grades. I seem to be getting by. Although I’ve been told that if I really put my nose to the grindstone I could probably excel even more, top of my class. That never really appealed to me though.
This was my last class for the day, so I could finally get home and get some real work done. I drive a station wagon, it’s automatic but I like to pretend it’s a stick, usually using some kind of a bottle for a makeshift stick, manipulating the bottle as I accelerate and hit turns. I drive the car like I’m in a racer, even though I deplore driving. Not driving, I just can’t stand to share the road with other people. Especially people who tend to drive like there is nothing at stake. I’ve got places to go and people to see. Well, places to go anyway. I don’t have time to be stuck behind old grannies.
I live in a moderate home. Nothing too fancy but it’s not exactly run down either. The house is paid off and was ultimately left to me. I only pay for utilities and groceries and stuff. I don’t have to worry about any epic payments. I guess this could contribute to my apathy. When you don’t have to worry too much about where you’re going to live or what you’re going to eat, you can afford to not care so much. It’s not like I’m in any immediate danger or anything. I guess if I wasn’t so well off, I wouldn’t complain so much. Then again, damned if you do and damned if you don’t, as the saying goes. Everyone always has something to complain about, that’s just how the world works.
I play a lot of role-playing games. Being bored with my own life, taking the role of someone else seems like the perfect escape. Lately I’ve been looking into a new, sensational RPG called, “World of Myth.” Each player controls their own character that is able to go out and tame mythological creatures and then raise them. Most people use the creatures to battle one another, although other people focus on various contests that are held throughout the world. I’ve spent most of my time researching the various monsters available in the game and really haven’t had much time to actually play but today is finally the day.
I consider myself a connoisseur of video games, that is to say that I’ve played my fair share and am relatively familiar with normal video game behavior. Upon loading this game on my computer, I noticed a few discrepancies. The title screen was all blue. The blue screen of death came to mind. Usually the title screen is a picture or the name of the game in some fancy font. The game must have messed up or something. As I pressed a familiar button combination, control-alt-delete, something even more peculiar seemed to happen. The screen began to glow a vibrant blue. The light flooding from the screen, enveloping me, the light so bright I had to close my eyes, raising my arm to further shield my eyes.
Something was off, the wind blowing through my hair maybe. Perhaps that was because there was no wind in my house. I opened my eyes, lowering my arm from my face to find myself staring at a large city, surrounded by a tall wall. It was Notella City, the starting town from the game.